January 23, 2010

the dreams i had last night i wish would not come after me tonight in my sleep. I hate not being able to control what i dream about. it dreams crazy…. today hasnt been really good day. just alot of worries and not alot of talking from other side. Sometimes i feel so lost. and that i truly dont have that one person i can lean on with all my worries and cries. i feel my secrets dont matter and that i dont matter. Hate this.

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