November 2010
3 posts
Love is stupid n i have nothing to be thankful for at the moment.
Nov 25th
And today was a day just like any other
Nov 17th
My greatest love may have not lasted but I must say I am happy I experienced what great love was.
Nov 1st
October 2010
1 post
Oct 2nd
August 2010
1 post
Aug 2nd
July 2010
1 post
Jul 27th
May 2010
7 posts
I miss Ryan :-(
May 27th
capnj1545: Hi Nikki. <3  hi Jessica <3 <3 <3
May 16th
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Jessica Heavner needs to write on here more
May 16th
i heard from him today. it was amazing to hear his voice, cant explain how awesome it was. Glad to know he is okay. i love you Ryan <3
May 14th
I miss him today.
May 6th
sad day
May 5th
i think im making my self sick. i had nothing but bad dreams last night and been throwing up all morning this sucks ass
May 3rd
April 2010
2 posts
Bless those who serve and who are going to serve. I love you Ryan. <3
Apr 27th
I’m not gonna lie I’m scared shitless about may 4. What am I gonna do?
Apr 12th
March 2010
1 post
Mar 27th
February 2010
3 posts
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. every movie we see, every story we’re told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we’re so focused on finding...
Feb 22nd
What do u know ?
Feb 21st
i really think they wish their son was with someone else… i dont think im good enough for them.
Feb 8th
January 2010
5 posts
the dreams i had last night i wish would not come after me tonight in my sleep. I hate not being able to control what i dream about. it dreams crazy…. today hasnt been really good day. just alot of worries and not alot of talking from other side. Sometimes i feel so lost. and that i truly dont have that one person i can lean on with all my worries and cries. i feel my secrets dont matter and...
Jan 24th
Jan 16th
Jan 16th
Jan 15th
I’m nothing special
Jan 6th
December 2009
8 posts
I suck at everything lol
Dec 31st
I never have my own day
Dec 30th
chachie2dopez: nikro: Happy bday baby Jesus  dude jesus wasnt born today OMG  Although i dont talk about Jesus and god to you guys. I know he was not born on Dec. 25th but i was also raised to believe that Dec.25th was the day to celebrate him just like it is for easter. Its a day to celebrate him. I dont see any thing wrong with celebrating his day although its not his actually bday. As...
Dec 28th
Happy bday baby Jesus
Dec 25th
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Dec 24th
2,788 notes
Dont rain on my parade
im so tired of having to explain my self to my friends.   And im not talking about all my friends.. So Jess dont get worried lol.. Im talking about my little group over here in dallas well i dont even know if i should call them my group because they just give me more pain then i can handle. Ever since Ryan and I had our trouble and then my grandmother getting sick, i’ve had to explain my...
Dec 22nd
I’m sad :-(
Dec 6th
Having a no good very bad day
Dec 5th
November 2009
5 posts
Man did I love new moon. It made my decade lol
Nov 23rd
Nov 19th
i was serious when i asked you that question
Nov 17th
I had to yell at my favorite student today n I felt really bad
Nov 12th
I’m stronger then you think I am. I will make it through this
Nov 6th
October 2009
8 posts
I’m tired
Oct 23rd
Tomorrow
Since ive been sick. Tomorrow im going back to work and im going to start a newish diet for my self. Im going to start eating smaller portions and, try to eat more Fruit because veggies u have to cook and i dont like cooking lmao! so ill see how this will go. Ryan went to go see Zombieland tonight, which i said i wanted to see that movie a few weeks before it came out and he said that it...
Oct 14th
i highly dislike the flu !!! these hot and cold flashes are really annoying lmao! The End.
Oct 13th
Making ur gf feel like horrible while she has the flu. Is stupid mistake. I’ll remember that ass
Oct 12th
My friend from Florida got engaged today n I felt really jealous. Lmao that’s so bad haha
Oct 8th
Workkkkk so lame. Lol I hate red lights
Oct 5th
New iPhone. Efffff yeahhhhh
Oct 4th
GOD I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER I FUCKING HATE HER. SHES STUPID WHITE BITCH THAT SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR. I DONT REALLY CARRY ALOT OF HATE IN MY HEART BUT THIS BITCH OMG I EFFIN HATE HER. RYAN I LOVE FOR HIM TO HAVE FRIENDS BUT THIS BITCH DOES NEEDS TO GO AWAY. HE WENT TO GO HANG OUT WITH ALEX. FUCK THAT BITCH. I TOLD HIM I...
Oct 2nd
September 2009
12 posts
Fever
my job made me go home bc i had a fever of 101.5 and my mom is freaking out bc she thinks i have the swine flu lmao. so i dk what to think. and my dad wants to wait till morning to see how im feeling !!! so ughhhh
Sep 30th
birthday wishlist:
New iphone New purse manicure/pedi haircut lots of hugs = see im easy, geeeezzzzz ppl haha
Sep 27th
This time its sink or swim! Haircut tomorrow? blah
Sep 26th
Jennifers Body
Is a weird ass movie hahaha but I
Sep 23rd
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